6 Things to Figure Out by the Time You Turn Forty

6 Things to Figure Out by the Time You Turn Forty


It was my 40th birthday in the end of January and so far, there’s no mid-life spleen in sight. Rather the opposite: I’ve been in excellent mood recently and I’m excited for both my upcoming party and things I plan to do in 2020. I also feel like writing a silly list about things one may want to figure out by 40.

Obviously, this is not meant to be dead serious, you do not need to figure this stuff out, ever, if you don’t want to and some of you may have been done with the entire list before turning 5. As you will see, I’m not talking any big decisions here (major life choices, children, money, etc), just everyday stuff I believe makes life easier. So here are the things to be sorted, in no particular order:

1. Your hair. This post was inspired by a very specific thing: the hair salon I had gone to for my colour and cut for five years completely lost its shit and left me with yellow hair and then three centimeters of dark roots, because I dreaded going back. Every appointment turned into a nightmare and I remember thinking: I am too old for this, I have no time for spending several days getting my hair to a barely tolerable state. Obviously, not everyone’s hair is this high maintenance, but I feel whatever your situation, it is such a relief to have it sorted. The solution could be going all natural, opting for a bald head or trying something new every month with a trusted hairdresser – as long as it doesn’t take up too much of your head space (pun sort of intended) and no more time than absolutely necessary.

2. Skin and brows. This point is related to the first one: as I move further away from 19, I paradoxically prefer to go make-up free more often. The truth is, however, that this is much easier when your hair, skin and brows look decent. Things that seemed charmingly carefree 15 years ago now make people think I haven’t slept for three days (entirely possible) and don’t own a comb. I’m not as concerned about looking polished as people may suspect, but especially in work situations, I do prefer to come across as someone who has her life broadly under control and not be distractingly disheveled. A proper skincare routine (cleanser, hydrator, SPF is my minimum) and groomed brows will go a long way to help with that. I’m doing great with the first, less so with the second, because my brow person is in Tallinn, sometimes meaning three or four months between appointments.

3. Best clothes for your current body. Most people’s bodies change somewhere between 30 and 40 years of age, but they continue dressing like this never happened. Now, let me be very clear: I don’t give a fuck about age-appropriate dressing. ‘Age-appropriate’ is among my least favourite phrases of all time. What I do care about, though, is feeling good in one’s clothes and sometimes that means saying goodbye to things that have served us well for years. My own changes have not been very dramatic and are mostly related to exercising rather than aging per se, but they are there. Two years ago, I was one stomach flu or a stressful month away from being a delicate size 36-. Now I’m size 38 in most brands and look more robust and muscular. If we are thinking in terms of unattainable body inspiration, more Charlize Theron than Kate Moss*. This means that some things I love don’t work quite as well on me anymore. Broadly speaking, simple lines, structured forms, solid colours work well, while softer, more romantic things and patterns require caution. There are exceptions and obviously I can still wear frilly blouses and cardigans if I want to, but the trend is towards less Gucci, more Victoria Beckham (aesthetically speaking, financially I’m yet to get there).

4. How to do flat shoes. This is definitely not a rant against heels, but the fact is that the fashion landscape has changed and flats are the new normal. I also don’t know any women in their forties who do not appreciate the comfort factor of low or non-existent heels. That said, flats are usually a dress-down element (like no make-up, simple hair and looser silhouettes) and if one is not a teenager, the absence of elevation can come across as frumpy rather than cool. I firmly believe there is the right, flattering flat shoe out there for everyone, be it loafers, sneakers, Doc Martens, ballet flats, brogues, whatever. You just have to find a style (or several) that works for you. I have come to appreciate all of them; if I had to choose one category, it would be sneakers.

5. Movement. Like flat shoes, everyone should have at least one way to move their body that they enjoy. I totally get it that boxing and lifting aren’t universally appealing (although I’d say don’t knock it until you have tried it). There are, however, so many other options: walking works for almost everyone, swimming and yoga/pilates are great for many, cycling is often practical. One doesn’t have to be so mainstream, of course. I have a good friend who does tap dancing and another who completed the Ironman triathlon last year. It would obviously be preferable to find a workout one enjoys before turning 40, but I was rather late to the party myself and therefore have much empathy for those who aren’t there yet.

6. Necessary luxuries. It is nice to own and consume nice things. It’s more enjoyable to drink good quality wine than random plonk, it’s lovelier to use luxurious skincare than utilitarian products, hardback books look better on the shelf than paperbacks. It’s not always the case, but as a general rule, nice things are more expensive than not-nice things and unless your funds are unlimited, you cannot choose the most wonderful options in every category. What you can do, however, is to consider what really makes a difference for you. I, for example, like good teas – they are beautiful and smell and taste good and have those amazing stories attached. But I have discovered that I don’t really mind drinking Twinings most of the time, it doesn’t make me much sadder compared to drinking Mariage Freres – although the latter clearly makes superior teas. Expensive skincare, on the other hand, often seems worth the additional money for me. So in case you don’t frankly see much difference between that Charlotte Tilbury lipstick and a Rimmel one, do not be pressured to opt for the more expensive version. At the same time, if buying a niche perfume makes you sing with joy, do not let anyone tell you that you’d be equally well served by D&G Light Blue.

What do you think? Is there anything that you have figured out that has resulted in contentment and relief? Anything you are still working on?

*Do not worry about my mental health, I’m well aware I don’t look like either of them. But it’s a useful shortcut to illustrate the differences in type.

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  1. 1
    Kaisa

    The small luxuries are what make life worth living. I turned thirty last year and made a promise to myself to only buy “real” knitwear – cashmere, merino, lambswool. My life is so much better for having a nice Sézane merino sweater than three polyester sweaters for the same price from Zara. I gave up high heels a couple of years ago because they made my feet hurt and it just wasn’t worth it for me, although I do wear them now if I get to mostly sit in them. I can recommend Högl flats – classy but comfy, and not too teenager-y. Can’t wait to find out what other things I figure out by the time I turn forty.

    • 2
      Ykkinna

      Cashmere is pretty much a necessity for me as well, I need the warmth but cannot tolerate wool. That said, my all-time favourite cashmere knit was from Zara🙂 I still like heels, but wear them in the office and to parties. Btw, Högl flats look much better than their heels!

      You seem well on your way to having everything sorted before 40!

  2. 3
    Asya

    Love this post. There’s a big one missing though – you seem to have figured out yourself! (and it seems like you really did it before you turned 5! :-))
    The realisations midlife brought me were more of a personal nature, but I’m going to mention them, as they did bring relief and contentment. After being much closer to men than women all my life (they’re straightforward, loyal and funny), tables seem to turn. By middle age life has forced women to gain wisdom and calm and let a lot of men get away with immaturity and the lack of emotional intelligence. It is encouraged by the society model, of course, where men are to have “many lifes” (in the words of a famous actor, who left his 50-ish wife to start a new family with a young model), while women are supposed to nurture and endure.
    I also learned to accept that people might really love you, but they will never join you on that bridge, and you can’t change them. To accept in general – me, as I am, and life “as is”.
    I still haven’t figured out the hair though. 🙂 Maybe some day….

    • 4
      Ykkinna

      You are way too kind, as always, and your hair is gorgeous. It is really interesting what you said about men and what the society allows different genders to get away with. I have to say that this hasn’t really been my experience, but I know it’s the reality for many. I suspect I repel that type of men very strongly, so don’t really know any of them closely. Funnily enough, I just told a friend today that I have zero interest in men who have issues with strong, smart, mature women. Let’s see how I feel in 10 years, though – I’m very used to the company of men not sure I’d take it well if their attention was no longer forthcoming.

  3. 5
    Eliza

    Best birthday wishes for the day (belated) dear Annikky, and for your party which I am sure will be completely fabulous! I am wafting a cloud of Feminite du Bois towards Brussels 🙂 I would add to this very good list the following: know your poison. Whatever you thought you loved, but now you know doesn’t love you back – a lethal combination of cocktails for an extra kick, skipping carbs, John Mayer types – CAST IT OFF! And its converse: know your cure. Your flavours, your exercise routine, your people (your therapist might be a sales assistant on a perfume counter rather than an actual analyst, but once you know who they are – ) – TAKE YOUR MEDICINE. Don’t deprive yourself of the things that are good for you. And can I say, in defense of mid-life spleen, I fell unexpectedly into a midlife crisis 2 years ago (I’m 40 next birthday) and it has been amazingly good for me. All that rage led to lots of positive changes, with more to come. And yes, a lot of casting off.

    • 6
      Ykkinna

      Eliza, this is such a perfect comment. So very true and I actually wanted to include some of these thoughts in my post – but you put them better!

      The party was, indeed, fabulous.

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